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I'm Officially 15 (:

Quoted from Oxford dictionary.
Birthday (Noun)
The day in each year which is the same date as the one on which you were born.


So I'm officially 15.
A brand new year, a brand new start.
God granted my birthday wish.
Dad's home.

To be honest, I don't know if I truly enjoyed today.
Forced smiles have become part of me.
I don't know what I love and what I actually loathe.

I'm so sorry to anyone, if I've offended you in anyway or another.
Just, this week has been rather turbulent for me.
The week of my birthday.
I don't know.
Seriously.
I don't know what I'm saying.
I just need to get this off my chest.

My birthday this year was just an anticipation of something more precious to me.
Something I never cherished really properly before.
Only when something bad really happens, I start to regret it.

Sometimes in life we don't always get what we want.
And I certainly didn't get what I wanted.
I didn't even anticipate it at all, seriously.
It just took me by storm.
And left me stranded.
And I've been doing so much thinking.
But nothing ever comes out right.

And that's the truth.
That's a fact we can never change.
Cherish the people around you.
And you might know what I'm going through right now.

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I love my family.
I swear I do.

Thank you everyone for the wonderful presents and well wishes.
And thank you Jason kor especially.
I love The Sims 3!

LOVES <3>

Friday, June 12, 2009 | & my life would suck without you