it's all about me, betch

cherlyn kaylie tay
12061994 ; i'm 15 right now
singapore
~~pasir ris primary school~~
tanjong katong girls school
tkgssb is the ♥
pianist ; guitarist ; bassoonist

biography

Honestly, I feel that the word "friendship" is always taken for granted.
And if I say "i love you", I might not rally mean it.
School life awesomely sucks.
It's like watching a catfight on America's Next Top Model.
And the thing is that I'm not involved in the catfight.
I'm the one watching and enjoying the way people fight.
It makes me feel really sad for the people fighting, though I don't know why.
Bitching has become a constant hobby of everyone.
And even me.
I find myself unable to keep my mouth shut when it comes to bitching.
And yes, I have met my fair share of bitches.
People who constantly make your life really difficult, whether you've offended them or not.
I absolutely hate studying anything related to the sciences.
Because I am an arts student.
And yes, what's wrong in admitting that I wanna drop to combined sciences one day?
I'm fucking weak in both the maths and sciences.
Music and Literature are the rivers of my life.
Because these are the only subjects that I count on to pull me up.
Sometimes, I really feel like giving up.
My current record for the number of F9's in a term is 4, which was broken during the Mid Years in Sec 3 (2009).
I don't know what keeps me on, and yes I have been sucidal at times, but that's only when I'm feeling low.
Class is always noisy, but that's what I love about my class.
Be it random moments, bitchy moments or stupid moments will always be remembered.
My besties are Carissa Alexa, Natalie, Emmerlyn, Felicia, Rachael and Tathuey.
I guess you could just say that I trust them the most.
And I do admit that I do not have a wide social circle, probably because I don't trust people easily.
And yes, first impressions do count to me.
I've learnt to trust my first impressions and instincts over the years.
Because I'm vulnerable to hurt by friends, I can't open my heart to anyone.
So I can't say that anyone knows me inside out, because as the next day comes, I find out something new about myself.
Be it something bad or good (which usually nothing is), I doubt anyone knows me as well as I know myself.
I paint the picture of imperfection, my parents may think that I can be really useless at times, and guess what?
I've grown tired of these constant insults to me that I start to close up.
Call me weird or something, but it's like responding to changes in the environment.
I used to be smart, or at least that's what I used to think.
Now all's left is a brain filled with nothing but useless crap.
I'm emo so deep inside that I don't show it on the surface.
Maybe this is just a phase in life that everyone goes through.
But this is just what I feel.
Life at home is somewhat confusing. Sometimes I just wished I could runaway.
And yes, I'm gonna migrate, somewhere so far, and change my name.
Hopefully to lead a better life.
Not saying that my current life sucks, I just need a breather.

Don't judge me by just reading this.
I solemnly swear that I shall keep my discrimination to myself and no one else.

15 random facts

one♥ i am too random
two♥ i love nutella on bread
three♥ music is my life
four♥ i am a camera whore
five♥ i am a shopaholic
six♥ i love pink
seven♥ i hate science and math
eight♥ i like green tea
nine♥ i love nail polish
ten♥ i hate class politics
eleven♥ i am straight
twelve♥ i like caucasian guys
thirteen♥ i have a short attention span
fourteen♥ i am totally giving up on studying
fifteen♥ i get an F9 every term (or even more)

my besties

rachael, cherlyn, emmerlyn

natalie, cherlyn, carissa

jealous yet?

Youth Day 2009

Youth Day 2009

it's all about me, betch

biography

15 random facts

my besties

mind your pees and queues

i thought i was anti-social

my bloody history

the one who made this possible

bullcrap